I Thought i forgot you

I thought i forgot you on every minute and every deep breath
.I feel very not happy because  you are in my thoughts.I wanna forgot you because i don't know what to do without you.
I wanna forgot you because of I don't know what to do without you.I even not knowing why i am living you.
I am just living because of i am remembering you each and every breath.I don't wanna kill your memories.
I love you so much.please kill me rather than staying away from me....
missing you a lot raa.........
going to sleep for getting you in my dream .I am unable to sleep because i cant close my eyes when i look at you in my dream